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If I said I don’t I don’t know
Just where I wanted to go
Ive been saying this my whole life
I think I gave up the fight
A I dont know who I am
But I at least I can swim
I might get tired someday but,
Tell me you love me it will all be okay
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did you think this time I’d turn around
Forget all the things that we talked about
Well I don’t know how
But I’m happy despite that now
I shit, I fuck, I talk too much
I cant sit still, it’s like I’m stuck
I pull and punch I lost my luck
Wishing that I will be enough
For someone to just stick on by
With me until we say goodbye
We shit ,we fuck, we talk too much
We can’t sit still, it’s like we’re stuck
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Oldphone:
Sam Nazz:
Ooo
Can’t I just love myself?
I swear after the drugs I’ll cast on me another spell
Got me like ooh Ill never change my attitude
So catch me if you can
An aries w a masterplan
Ooo
Cant you just find your way?
You’re scrolling on your phone more every single day
Got me like ooh ill try to change ur attitude
So catch me if you can
An Aries with a masterplan
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Keep It Up
02:25
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I don’t know how I got here
And I don’t know how I’ll keep it up
And I can’t sleep without you now
And I am scared this will all end
But I look over at you
When im working on these songs
And im okay
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I feel warm in the concrete
I miss that tree that grew out front
So I bought another fake one
I feel safe in the concrete
I was mugged but I don’t care
They can have it all, I won’t be around for long
Back in 2013 I fell face first into concrete
I don't know, I was a mess, I was depressed, I was just trying to feel something
I was trying to destroy myself and honestly I think that I did.
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Restless
01:24
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I want to go back.
Do you remember how to laugh?
Long gone are the days of no worries.
Now they rule everything around me.
I think I ended up alone. Like a little ball on the floor.
Before I met you.
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A Family
01:36
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You all talk and we all talk
so much shit I cant take more of it
Did you think it'd be like this at 70?
No idea where you want to be.
and all i ever wanted was a family
and i think i found that inside you and me
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8. |
broken brain
02:56
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123 Im just sick of being me
Cant you see idk how I can be
Everything that you tell me that you see
It’s a lie so I’ll just let out one big sigh
I thought these pills they’d make me feel like me
Who is he and who the fuck is she?(who are they?)
White and black idk who has my back
It’s something my broken brain can’t crack
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Mood: nothing matters
02:54
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Well I finally learned to get some sleep
It seems I don’t wanna die this week
Maybe I’ll even hit my friends up
We’ll get real high and not give a single fuck
Everything sucks and nothing matters now
I’ll never leave my room and wonder how
I’ll get through this one again on my own
Rinse and repeat its all the same ohh
Every time
I think I’m good
And everything’s as it should but
You all will see that
I should not be
Around
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Not Anymore.
01:44
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I wish that you wished that I would feel better today
And Hoped that you hoped that everything would be okay
And I bet that you’ve bet against yourself so many times
And you’ll see what I see when your hands are locked in mine
It just takes time
I’ve been thinking bout the things
That have changed since we’ve began
(I have some hope) but
There’s just some things I’ve gotta learn
How to love myself
How to love my family too
But with you it’s easy
To learn all things
That will make me someone you’ll love
I don’t wanna die anymore
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oldphone Los Angeles, California
queer hyperemo from LA
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